Monday, August 27, 2007
Not fighting and keeping quiet.
I've been doing a lot of keeping quiet about things lately. I dunno what's wrong with me, but it's like my confrontational nature is taking a rest. I'll chirp about things and then give up. This is for lots of things.
Stupid ass mailman is blocking traffic parking in a yellow zone everyday on my way to work. I talk to the parking dude, they say they can't do anything to federal vehicles. I fill out the form on the city site and send it off. That's it.. I have not followed up. I should.
Things come up at work. I say something in email, or a meeting, or just general talking to peoples. People disagree. ( THEY ARE WRONG, HAHA ). I just don't follow up. I should.
Maybe this is all related to my home life. With Janel preggers I have just got used to letting things that bug me go. This is an active process and maybe doing it over and over again has pushed it into habit.
I guess once the baby is born I should actively try to turn myself back into a confrontation seeking ass.
Stupid ass mailman is blocking traffic parking in a yellow zone everyday on my way to work. I talk to the parking dude, they say they can't do anything to federal vehicles. I fill out the form on the city site and send it off. That's it.. I have not followed up. I should.
Things come up at work. I say something in email, or a meeting, or just general talking to peoples. People disagree. ( THEY ARE WRONG, HAHA ). I just don't follow up. I should.
Maybe this is all related to my home life. With Janel preggers I have just got used to letting things that bug me go. This is an active process and maybe doing it over and over again has pushed it into habit.
I guess once the baby is born I should actively try to turn myself back into a confrontation seeking ass.
# posted by billyzelsnack @ 10:15 AM 
